OK so you don't like AA...
there's so many other means of support out there Jaynee - I agree with you....it's simply not an excuse.
Have a look at these links tomorrow
here's some links to some of the main players - including but not only AA:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
I recommend you visit the
Secular Connections forum if you think you may benefit from a non 12 step approach.
Counselling works for some...some get their Dr on board...church works for others..others have found success in inpatient or outpatient rehab.
The main thing tho - whatever you decide to do - is do something.
In my experience, inaction just leads to more drinking....
I really believe you can do this - but it's time to make some real changes, y'know?
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