I stopped smoking pot 2 years ago. I stay away from narcotics because it would be too easy to get addicted. Benzos too, really anything that I know will give me a buzz - got to stay away from ALL of it. I like getting high and getting high is bad for me. I want to stop doing things to my body that are bad.
That is so true about my AV. I need to be way more cognizant of it than I am now. Very sneaky.
This is very helpful. I need to spend more time on the AVRT threads and less time on the Newcomers to Recovery board.
Thanks for y'all being so supportive and helpful - I mean it - this is VERY helpful to me.
Pam