Originally Posted by
hypochondriac 
Congratulations Lost
I love that in your list of things you are afraid of there is no fear that you will drink
xxx
You know, I didn't think of that. But you are right. Through all of my worries, struggles, rocky moments, I haven't had the fear of drinking again.
Originally Posted by
Anna Lost, Congratulations on 4 months!
And, you need to stop worrying. I exhausted myself with worry too, but I realized in early recovery that I had to let go. I was a super control freak and it was a horrible existence. There is very little in your life that you can control. Most of what happens is outside of your control. And, it's all happening just as it should. There is a reason for everything.
I know, I know. It's hard. Thanks for reminding me though. I am a super control freak. Very hard for me to let go. But I'm trying to not worry about the future or past, just live in today. Thanks Anna.
Originally Posted by
sissy07 Lost,
I am so proud of you! Four months is great. Enjoy your vacation, and try not to worry so much.....it's supposed to be a relaxing thing! Congratulations.
Ha! Yes, it is supposed to be relaxing. I'll try. I am hoping that once I'm on my way all of this worry will be for naught.