My particular poison is wine. Love it. Red, white, whatever. Prefer "nice" ones, but truth be told, when nice ones were unavailable I wouldn't turn down the swill either.
There was a time, when all was going well, that I would joke about having a "defective off switch".
Well that time has passed. It's no longer a, joke. I simply have no ability to moderate myself. So it's time.
Just wrapping up day seven sober. Sipping a decaf iced lemon tea and feeling good.
Lots of good info and support here. Good luck to you.