Hi instant, i was exactly the same, i would get so drunk and start thinking too deep that all these emotions came to the surface and i would cry like a baby, the next day it almost seemed strange i had got so upset, it was all the beer mixing my head up! I would also make promises to friends, promises i then ended up regretting in the morning, id read texts and it was almost like someone else had sent them, god i so dont miss it, not one bit!! :-)