Aww seaside, your post made me cry! So sad the poor razorbill died, but how lucky he was that you were there to make his last moments as comfortable as they could be. Creatures feel love in ways that most humans don't....and I am sure you made it easier for him. You know what? You were there to help him because you were sober and at the beach, not trying to get over last night's drinking. You did something very responsible and loving because you showed up and cared. THAT is living and contributing to this polluted, crazy world that needs all the help and love it can get. It is relatively early in the day, and you have made a positive difference in the world already. I love it. You must be a wonderful person.