Hello all, I have come to this site in search of anything positive I can grasp. I have been stubbornly thinking I don't need any support to help stay sober but doing this alone is hell. I feel as if I'm mentally going crazy! I seem to be on a roller coaster of addiction and withdrawal. Over n over n over! I usually get to day four or five of not having anything and then the insanity sets in and i give in. Hopefully this helps cuz I'm so done with this life. Also can anyone tell me when you will get your natural energy back??? That seems to be my downfall cuz without the drug I'm a big lazy pathetic piece of crap.
