You have a whole lot on your plate and it's in bigger chunks than anyone can chew. Trying to orchestrate the lives around you is exhausting and it's taking a toll on your health.
Early on in my recovery, I loved a slightly altered slogan........let go or be dragged. Once I got that concept down, I could start thinking about letting go and letting God.
Admitting that my life had become unmanageable was a huge step for me.
You are in my prayers today.
gentle hugs
ke