Zep --
Even though the thought of "becoming a totally different person" is intimidating and overwhelming, it's actually a big blessing in disguise. You can forget the past and begin with a new slate and create a life for yourself that you can be content with. I'm at 1 year sober now, but I feel like the old me that was defined by alcohol is fading away and the new me is emerging -- a version of me that is defined by MY personality, talents and passions. You have nowhere to go but up.
Best wishes,