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keep most of my toughts inward.
and/or
find the right trees to bark at.

I've been labelled too often CRAZY
only after half an hour or so giving advice to my own therapist,

Or a manager....who first fired me, and then calls me upset that she needs my vision. They messed her over too, just like I warned her.

Or another manager....that does like she does not know me, only to adress my at the coffee machine, that she sees the ghost of a buddhist munk floating around her.

Some social worker, who took my advice on circular breathing, and now his astma has lessened.

Ex gf's that called me a ******, a looser, a *****, a wuss, calling me they want me back, after they had enough of grease-monkey's

A police officer that looks he has been hit, shakes my hand and releases me apologizing...

Teachers cursing at me, telling me to shut up,

whole college rooms, filled with hundreds of academic students that sigh when I ask yet another question.

.....


luckely there is hope,
Once in a while, I show people there is more, because they want to see.

just....general banter is wiser.

For the rest...there's the anonymity of internet