Faustina, I hope you have a wonderful time with your Grandchildren!! Grandchildren are a special joy different from your child or a niece or nephew, aren't they?
I am really truly proud of you, and impressed. I don't know if this will sound selfish of me, but, for what it is worth, I learned from your recent slips even though they were not mine... I don't need any more of such learning though, so I am not recommending you or anyone do any more slipping!
I read a post on SR today that apparently is an AA saying: "just because you feel like a drink, doesn't mean you want a drink."
So true! And may I add: "Feeling like a drink" ~ while we all know what that means~ is not a feeling, at all! Feeling like a drink, means, "I wonder what I am feeling now, that I never took the time to find out before?"
Which brings me to another AA saying I am familiar with: "No one ever died from a feeling!"