im ok but my spiritual values have been affected. been focusing quite some time on my spiritual beliefs. and still nasty things happen.
well no. its beyond nasty parental abuse. even if its only verbal.
so its hard. i took it really hard actually this time. in actual fact its turned me somewhat away from my spiritual beliefs which where erstwhile productive in recovery.
sad. real sad. and of course it would seem (right or wrong) quite totally outside of my control. my dad is how he is. so i fear for the negative impact he may continue to have one me. quite possibly all his life
like many abusers he has been manipulative. he holds plenty strings (or so i see that).
im taking positive action. i do what i can to remedy my situation but its some horrible thing abusive dad
thanks mrs/mybetter