Originally Posted by
LifeBlows 
I did treatment for 2.5 months. I was sober while I had to be because I was in treatment. I don`t know what to do. Yes I`m in AA. Yes I have a sponsor that I will shortly be starting to work the steps with. I don`t want to die of this.
Sounds like you've got the tools... now you just have to apply them.
You can stay sober if you don't stick the bottle in your mouth. Call your sponsor before you drink, not after.
Are you committed to AA or just involved ??
The difference is like a bacon & egg breakfast,
The chicken is involved and the pig is committed.
I agree with wheresthefun as well. You keep thinking LifeBlows and you'll believe your own horse-s#!t. Your choice.
All the best.
Bob R