Hey Dee74 Thanks for The Reply, im going to try to perservere with my close circle of family and friends and other half who actually understand that i do not want to carry on but i do also have a wonderful place i was reffered to before where i can go anytime if things get bad but the first time i was reffered i completely lied because i was i guess dissilusioned that i didnt have a problem. but the doors are always open there
