Stay in the now ... this is the only moment we have
Many things can happen, trust you will be able to manage, to gather the data then take your time to make your decisions. And if you decide something then change your mind its OK. You can take new decisions...
I have seen XABF again after a long time (having to go to the office)
First time I was super strong and handled it very well emotionally
Yesterday I was a mess and it felt like BREAKUP DAY NO.1 ALL OVER AGAIN
Its fine... remember you are a human being..
PS I feel sometimes when I am too anxious about others it means I am not trusting myself enough nor focusing on my own goals & boundaries. Once boundaries are clear it is very easy to know where I stand.
PPS We finally sold the house with all my dad's memories on it and it has been very healing to my mom.
Hugs.