When:
-One morning I woke up vomitting AND pooping blood
-3 mornings in a row I woke up drenched in urine
-I had nothing left to sell and I was so sick I couldn't even leave the house
-I realized I had no friends left and my mother was the only one in my family who would talk to me (even after I was horribly mean to her tons of times)
-I was so sick of HORRIBLY detoxing I never wanted to go through it again
...and I'm sure there's more