noone13 - Give yourself 3 days before it gets better. Tell yourself you will never need go through this again. We've been where you are and made it so I can assure you that it will get better. Don't listen to the lies the drugs will tell you. You want a life and drugs steal that from you. You can do this. Keep hydrated, watch a stupid movie, and read all the stories and tips you will find on SR. Just hang on hour by hour, minute by minute and set a goal for yourself. Keep posting and find a higher power to talk to. I'll be praying for you.
Do you have a doctor working with you? After reading your last couple posts I missed all the health issues you are dealing with. Medical support would be a good thing. Be honest and ask them for help. That is what they are paid to do.