I have to be honest in saying that tapering is a bad idea for you. Doctors can be wrong you know. He doesn't feel you are going to have a problem with detox but he tells you to taper? This does not make sense. I know you have had him a long time as a doctor but that doesn't make him an expert on addiction. What is really stopping you from quitting completely? You have the ativan if it gets bad. That is what they give you in the hospital for withdraws. You have someone at home with you to watch out for you. Sounds like he is giving a free pass to drink. It just doesn't sound right to me. Sorry honey. It's my opinion and I am not an expert or a doctor. My only hope for you is that you have the sober healthy life that you deserve. Good luck with what ever decision you make.