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Old 04-03-2012, 12:07 PM
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EternalQ
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Oh, good, Faustina, hope you like the book. He's not the best writer, kind of circumstantial and repetitive but I think that is used as part of what draws you into his thinking.

Since reading that book, I still have not craved alcohol once. It is painful to be near it still, (but that is because it reminds me of the pain and sadness I had when drinking) and, I often struggle with how to deal, or I avoid or use my timeworn tactics, but picking up is never even an option for me no matter how scared I get. And I get scared. I am scared today.

But somehow I finished that book, and that battle of "Can I, will I, no you can't, well maybe after a few months, but I am deprived" vanished.

When you dont want the stuff near you, the battle of wills is gone. It is still uphill after that, but at least all of me climbs together.
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