Hey BoozeFree, about time you turned up! Don't beat yourself up, it's not worth it! The MAIN thing is that you've stopped and that you're back on SR. Once you finish detoxing you might want to think about how you went astray, and what you're going to do differently this time. You've been missed!
Welcome meonthemend! Glad you're here. Only peice of advice I can offer is to Relax. It's still early days for all of us. Are you currently in any recovery programs? I find AA works for me. Again , welcome.
Have to get ready for my big first date with Frankie the EmCo...will post later.
Stay strong fellow Febbers!