I am under the care of a power greater than me. I have free will.
Am I nice to people? Do I speak calmly and rationally? Do I try to be useful and helpful? Are my motives clear to myself? How can I be all that I can be where I am able to use my talents? Do I refrain from gossip and complaints? Do I go with the flow of life no matter what is thrown at me? It's spirituality at it's finest (written in a simple way).
These are things I can do while still seeking to get back into my very own classroom, where my talents are.
I suggest you work with a sponsor and be guided through those steps so you have a better understanding of the principles involved in this spiritual program of recovery.