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Old 04-02-2012, 03:46 PM
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langkah
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Well done on day 11.

Often I'd not feel completely cured forever until I hit the 45 day mark. Something about the way I felt then was free and easy, like the bonds that held me down previously had fallen away. Likely the effects of not making myself sick for that long. Not sure what it was about that point, but over and over through the years I noticed a huge change right about then.

When I'd occasionally make it into the 4 month range I felt I'd left my drinking problem in the dust far behind me and had morphed into something new and amazing.

Not to short a few weeks as that too really felt good and I'd do that a number of times during most years to prove beyond all doubt to all the interested parties that didn't exist outside my head that I could stop forever and ever.
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