I have to go back to our apartment Monday night. I am trying to use this time to get my thoughts together and figure out if I want to leave for good or give him another chance (if he agrees to get help for himself and for us as a couple later on down the road). It would be great if while I am off talking to myself (lol) he decides his life stinks and wants to get help, but I highly doubt it. So chances are I will have to have contact one way or another for the next couple of weeks because he will be in the apartment while I am packing etc. I just hope he doesn't change his mind and decide to leave the apartment before I do. He hasn't paid his half of the rent in 2 months and if he leaves me there alone you can bet your ass my landlord is going to come after me for his half. Ugh. This is a lovely mess I've gotten myself into!