I have no advice as I am in the same situation. Just take it slow I made a huge mess out of my finances and relationships due to my drinking. My problem was that every time I started worrying about it, I would stress so much it would make me want to drink. Worry is my biggest trigger. Ever heard of "the worry song" by Joe Walsh? That's always been me. This time I am just going to take my time to fix things and not stress on it. Concentrate on making myself well. You can make it through this. You are strong, you have friends, you have the right tools. Most importantly you have the desire. Hang in there buddy.