You guys are totally right, and I know that, but it just hurts. What hurts the most is that the discussion I told you all about last night took about 15 minutes. No crying, no begging, no yelling, just a "well I guess I won't see you when I get home." The fact that I have put everything into this relationship for the last 6.5 years and he is willing to let me walk out that easy is really sad. Maybe it sounds silly, but I expected a little more after almost 7 years. I am a little nervous that he will have the girl he has been talking to over here while I am gone, but I am not going to let it stop me from going...I just hope I don't walk in on anything when I get home. Cheating or not (he has not admitted to anything) he lied to me...and I am not ok with that. Gonna go finish packing so I can go before he gets home. Thanks again guys, it means a lot to have a place to come now.