Good thinking, Fitz. You seem to be doing all the right things.
I agree with Jitterbugg - my fear of going back to hell keeps me from picking up. I'm older too, & we just can't expect our bodies & brains to recover indefinitely. I do believe if I were to have another binge I'd never make it back to the land of the living.
I think you're done, Fitz. I think the best is yet to be.