normal does come back. my boyfriend of over 3 years is a recovering oxy user and he is 50 days sober. the pasat 50 days have been a roller coaster ride sometimes. lots of changes and mood swings that are hard to deal with but now that he is 50 days sober i see a change in him. a more positive attitude which is something i havent seen in him in years. i wonder every day if he will continue on this good path and i guess it is a day by day battle. i am very proud of my boyfriend. i have lots of confidence that you too will be back to normal one day, and who knows maybe "normal" is somethign you dont want to become. become "BETTER" then the person you once were. good luck in your recovery.