Good luck...I remember the first time i did this with my EXBF, I cried the entire time i was over at my moms becuase i knew we were at the end of our 6 yaer journey. After that i moved out, he went to rehab and we tried to make it work living apart...he continued to fall and nto get better....ALWAYS listen to your gut and what it is telling you. The best advice i got on this site BY FAR, was... when you decide to leave and you get lonley and want to come back, ask if you want HIM and the toxic relationship you have with the Fantasy of what it could be, or do you want your current relationship. I wised up and knew i wanted what I thought we could be, not what we were.