Hi Pos,
What I am hearing from your post is that you enjoy the meetings but don't like the way AA discounts what you have to say regarding alcoholism.
I would get a bit annoyed when I would try to talk about this website and felt it wasn't as well received as I thought it should be.
Now I don' care.
I think you should keep going to meetings because they are important to you and I think you enjoy them.
I don't get to many meetings because of where I live but I feel that AA has put me on the road to my spiritual journey and reminds me of how sick I really was.
CaiHong