Hey sweetie, just dropping in to check up on you. I'm really glad you're still posting, and hangin in there.
Go easy on the incompotence (how the h*ll do you spell that??) - it doesn't sound so much like you're rubbish, so much as have been lazy. Well, booze is a depressant as well as a poison, and makes most of us rubbish at our jobs. I'm not saying you should blame your scew up on the booze, but don't dwell on it. It's gone now, just like the sauce. You're a new man. Deal with this, get it past you, and do better next time.
You rock. You've got plans.
Love, Still
xx