Thanks. I guess I really just need some encouragement. Running 4 miles a day and reading the big book. AA meeting tonight at 8. I don't know. I just start thinking I don't want to do this anymore and when I think it, I mean it. I know I can do this, but my brain just wants to give up and say F*** it. I'll get through today, just like the past 13. Thanks again for all of the support.