Dom, the very best thing I can do to get out of myself... my boredom, my discontent is to try to help someone else.
Did you get some AA phone numbers? Call one of the girls and ask how "her" day is going, I usually end up saying "Thank you God, I'm not THAT bad". You help the others and you get to stay sober and restored to sanity.
"We stood at the turning point; we asked for his care with complete abandon...".
All the best, Dom. Nothing is wrong. You are right where you are supposed to be !!
Bob R