Two Weeks sober today. I still want to drink.
I don't know how long this is supposed to last but it is driving me insane. My house is a wreck even though I JUST cleaned it yesterday. Im antsy, pissy and all around miserable. This weekend was BEYOND boring. AA has been helping but I mean, only for a couple hours and then I start craving. Does this ever end??? I am poud of myself for being sober for 2 weeks but at the same time I am wondering how the hell sober people are so complacent and happy. What am I supposed to do for fun?? I run, read,take baths, watch movies, yadda yadda. Nothing works. Sick of being bored. I just needed to vent. Thanks.