and last word? you have all the time in the world for a last word. the more silent reflection you take, the more quiet meditative time you spend focused on your outlook for life, the more moments of the day you consciously notice something beautiful (trees budding!) and practicing gratitude...the more beautifully and spiritually articulated your (maybe last) words will be...
maybe they will be so perfect you won't even have to say them
Thank you lesliej, this really spoke to me today.
Finally! Forsythias!