Originally Posted by
CloudyDays 
i am a mess and lying to everyone. i mean, what kind of mom secretly drinks a TWELVE PACK and hides it from her husband and kids?? i am a loser.
i know i can stop this. so... i need to come here lots i guess.
Yeah, you're no way a loser, Cloudy. You're seeking help for a real problem that beat any of us down and out, not just you. We're all winners when we help each other and ourselves to stop the drinking and beging the changing required to keep us always away from more drinking.
So yeah, learn about how to share what is going on with you so that you can of course learn once again how to enjoy being sober. Do see a doctor and have a consultation on quitting. I would also rethink about sharing with your husband. You are perhaps afraid you have failed him and yourself of course, but sometimes things are not as secret as we think, you know?
I wish you every success, and please do see that you're a real true winner for choosing to quit drinking
