Time is helping... I haven't had more than 2 drinks since my blackout on 8/14. I don't plan on it either. I realize there's too much risk involved. I got luck & it certainly could have been MUCH worse - I haven't seen a jail cell...although it was bad enough. Delaney, I can really relate to your saying you were a completely different person. Same here. It baffles me to think of where it came from. I can understand my friend never wanting to have anything to do with me. I think I was coherent when she reminded me I couldn't do anything with that married man & I told her yes, I knew that. Minutes later, I did whatever he wanted to... with no thought at all crossing my mind that it was wrong. It's still incomprehensible to me. I just agreed with whatever anyone said. NOTHING went through my mind. That's scary.