Jason -
Welcome to the forum - this is a great place for fellowship and to learn from others experience, strength and hope.
You said you live in a small town and there are not any support groups in your area. Have you checked areas outside of your town
http://yellowpages.msn.com/simplesea...lics+anonymous
try this search and see if you can find something close to you. I know there are some very small towns in ME but you never know what you might find nearby.
I would also suggest that you read some of the postings around this site about alcohalism/addiction.
You are not alone my friend and that is what you need to remember. One day at a time sometimes one minute at a time.
Keep posting here and tell us how you are feeling. you said you attended college, can you discuss your situation with your school counselors and maybe they can direct you to some help that you don't know about. Just a suggestion.
As I said, keep posting and we will give you all the support we possible can.