(wtbh)
i'm not sure what to say...
your safety is the most important thing right now. please get to a safehouse. reach out to your friends now, your family. he doesn't care about the RO. he's proven that over and over.
you are strong. you can get through this. right now, allow those that love you enfold you. i don't think having someone else in the house will stop him. it didn't stop mine. you don't have to go through this alone. seek shelter from the storm.
do not be slow to turn to prayer. it will fortify you.
may peace come to you, like falling raindrops.
may clarity come, like a warrier's sword.
may the right choice rise to meet you.
may you be surrounded by love.
may you discover your full inner strength.
may your heart reject bitterness.
may sleep fall on tired eyes...