Originally Posted by
12skiptomylue 
Thanks Dee. I think you're right. I owe it to myself to figure this out, and to see if I can quit for a while.
After 30 years of torture there was no quitting for 'a while' anymore. At the point of my sobriety -It was either I quit -or I didn't. But I was ready...I KNEW I had to stop.
Wishing you peace and strength.