With all due respect legalage.....what are you wanting us to tell you? That it's okay to have a "beer on Friday"?.... because it isn't. We know that and you know that. "Moderation" is a fantasy. Lankah is right......I've never seen someone flip flop that fast! And I can tell you from experience that combining Xanax and alcohol is a deadly train wreck waiting to happen. If you want our help you've got it.....but you MUST want to help yourself first.