My husband's DOC is also cocaine. I understand and sympathize with you like you wouldn't believe. He is currently in rehab and he actually asked to go. So, we'll see. Regardless, my children are priority #1 and he knows the boundaries I have put in place. They are non negotiable. In the meantime, I am working my own program and getting stronger and healthier everyday! PLEASE do the same. It will change your life!