Oh and u could scare yourself by thinking thoughts like this....
What if I can't keep it to 2? My tolerance would be so low now I'd probably be pissed on 2, the I'll have no control over what I do, then I'll have 5 and could be in real trouble, ruin all my training....blah blah...
I do this because once I had 4 weeks sober and decided I could have a night on the booze and after only 1 bottle of wine I couldn't even remember getting home (the worst blackout ever) and was hungover all the next day. When I was drinking daily 1 bottle of wine was nothing to me. I couldn't believe how quickly my tolerance had dropped. Those thoughts totally suck but I wouldn't do it! 4 months is so good to risk damaging how far you've come.