I have been using xanax to escape from reality for the last ten years. I now have found myself in a situation where there's no other option than abstinence
; and I'm certainly ready. I have been sober four 4 days, and I feel like **** every day. I am tired all the time, moody, and erratically emotional. I hate everyone, and the only things that makes me happy these days is sleeping and eating. I know that this is part of the process of becoming sober, but it's a rigid, grueling process. I hope all who understands this has their moments of feeling 'normal' --because I know how important it is to feel like yourself. Good luck.