Originally Posted by
ksmaa 
Im not one to pray but Ive found myself praying that this time I can maintain my strength and willpower.........
Welcome back...I wasn't much of a praying man myself...Alcohol kind of brought me to my knees...Literally...I can only tell you about my willpower...It flat out sucked...It didn't work...Useless...I tried everything to quit and I finally gave in to AA...Made an honest attempt to get a sponsor..work the 12 steps and give it my all...My life depended on it...Guess what?...It worked. Now I pray in gratitude that I'm not the drinking basket case I was before...Basically...Just drinking to die....I don't know if AA is your cup of tea or not....I can only tell you it saved this hopeless alcoholics's life.