Thanks for the kind words. I've already got the phone number of the Central Service in Sarasota. I'll be calling when I get there for sure. I have to really put that relax suggestion into practice. There is like an emotional tug of war going on in my head. Stuff like, I'm happy, I'm afraid, I'm gratefull. What is going to go wrong, I've worked hard and deserve this. Why has God choosen me for such a wonderful blessing. Maybe, this is just a stage at 16 months. I'm going to the VA in morning for my treatment early. They have a relaxation class I want to attend. They get into breathing etc. Have any of you caught your self getting uptight for no reason? Like when I'm on the Bus holding on. I look and my fingers are white because I'm holding so tight. Or, I have trouble remember to breath and get out of breath. Even posting this I can feel myself holding my breath while typing. Funny how living is a whole body sport. Don W