Originally Posted by
FreddyBear 
AA is not an option for me as I'm a highly introverted person
When you go to your first meeting you will find that everyone felt the way you do... but you will have to go to the meeting to discover this fact.
John BarleyCorn kicked the crap out of me until I had to decide whether to surrender to AA or kill myself (a very hard decision to make at the time). I'm glad I put the gun down.
Wishing you the best FB
Bob R