Came so close
to going out tonight. I let that foolish "alcoholic" part of my brain convince me that I was 5 days sober and I can go and hangout at a friends party for a bit without drinking. Took a shower, got dressed, grabbed my keys, drove to my friends house and parked outside. I could here everyone having a good time inside the house. Something stopped me from getting out of that car, don't know what, maybe God, maybe just my instinct. I turned the car back on and drove home, actually I stopped at McDonalds for an ice cream sundae, damn those are delicious. Anyway, I'm back home now and I'm so happy that I didn't put myself in that situation. Even though I had no intention of drinking, I know how tempting it would be, especially if all my friends were drinking.......hmmm just like highschool lol. Just thought I'd share my story on this peaceful Saturday night. Hope all of you had a good, productive and most importantly... sober day =)