igottobesober

I am not a newcomer I have been here before, I am 3 days sober today, after hitting a really bad bottom sunday. I put my kids in danger and my life. I made some really bad choices while under the influence, but God gave me another chance and I am not going to use this chance to get clean and stay clean. I have failed before, but I am going to try hard this time. I have to or my husband is not giving me another chance. I keep telling myself I am not a bad person, but I feel awful about what I did. I belive God was with me and gave me this chance to make start living right, this was ahuge wake up call. and I probly dont have to many chances left