Thanks all! Yes, I have a sponsor and she's great. Completely get's me and is a patient women! LOL I speak at meetings and I am not alone in my lil control defect.
I hate to be in my shoes right now too and so I talk about it. I'm hoping that by getting it out and hearing from others I will be in different shoes soon.
Okay so for now I've given this to you all! LOL Have fun.