No no i get it I do- why do u think i am so worried.... I am going to try and get some sleep now. I am hoping I will wake in the morning, and not in the middle of the night craving a drink, w/ this same fire in my belly you guys have made me feel.
I am excited for the start of a new day and I will definately be on the lookout for signs of withdrawals and call 911 asap if I need to. I think my friend will be checking in on me too even though she lives 45 miles away.